sometimes i couldn't even believe it myself

WARNING

2009-11-12T17:15:42Z

OMG! I ENCOUNTERED A SUPER SUPER SUPER DISGUSTING THING, SEXUAL HARRASMENT!

I met up with Xiaomin, Alvin and Kelvin for a catch up. I was on my way home and going into the lift. A guy was already waiting for a lift there, thinking that he lives the same block as me, I entered the same lift! He press level 13 and I press level 9. From the door reflect he was at first scratching his lj, and he took out his lj and started to masterbate. OMG! The good thing is he didn't follow me when I got off my level! I'm still very very very terrified. :(

WARNING: Flasher around my house area! Girls, Please beware of a indian/malay looking guy with curly hair, quite big size and about 170cm tall.

Now Baby say I need to be home before 10pm.

Edited: The police came to ask me to identify the person but instead the caught the wrong guy. They caught a chinese guy and he was sniffing glue downstairs my house.

Leave Me

2009-10-15T20:45:43Z

Leave Me from Daros Films on Vimeo.

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I watched it 3 times in a row and cried 3 times. I love it when Jack saw Amy's smile and didn't want to go back.

I would love to see that smile of yours which brings warmness to my heart.
Sometimes you really want your love ones to be there, no matter where you're.
Be it overseas, school/work or in that camera like Amy's.

Muffin <3

2009-09-30T07:02:24Z

I baked Muffins for Dad (in China), though it doesn't look nice but at least it's edible! Mum is going there tonight! (: In order not to spread my germs during the process of baking, I couldn't find a mask at home so I had to make use of that! HAHAHAHA.

Sometimes I really can't tell what's on your mind and I'm too afraid to ask.

Unwell

2009-09-30T02:35:19Z

I'm like really sick now. :( I went to the Doc last night and he told me that I have Influenza-like illness and was given like 7 days, yes a week, of MC. Finally Yesterday afternoon there was a call from the agent saying that she found a two weeks assignment as a data entry at Genting Lane but still no reply. :( When i found a job, I fell sick! Oh man. My condition is rather worse now. I can feel that my hand is giving out heat! I want to meet B but I don't to make B's condition even worse tooooo. :( :( :(

I miss you. :(

My Heart

2009-09-28T12:21:41Z

Will you?

Seed

2009-09-28T11:10:54Z

Just got back from a rather long day with Alvin. (: We went for an interview at Sentosa in the morning which was rather smooth-going. We had a small tanning session but no long as the sun was really burning hot! After that Alvin acompanied me to Katong to get stuff for my Dad (in China) :( , had like Ban mian (Our all time favourite!) and walked around Parkway for a while. Hahahahaha. I seriously cannot step out of the house, I'll like keep spending money! :( Freaking Jobless and Broke. Oh ya, Alvin and I might be trying out Ice Cream Chefs! (:

toysforme @ 2009-09-27T00:34:00

2009-09-26T16:32:26Z

Hello , Small Eyes. Hello , Big Eyes!
Alright, GoodNight!

Helpless

2009-09-24T18:00:58Z

I don't know what to do when I hear/see you cough so badly. :(

Grow fat & Die, Phoebe!

2009-09-22T05:05:27Z

Okay, I at home which means I'm eating non stop again. Actually not only at home, when I'm out I can keep buying food to eat and eat non stop tooooooooo :p I just freaking bored at home, like super. I just fixed my webcam! OMG! I'm like so happy luh! Finally, after soooooooo long, I can bloody use the webcam to take crazy picture with loves. (:

Tonight I'm going to meet Awesome Curly & not so Aweseom Derek for chomp chomp! (:

Cooking Week!

2009-09-18T20:03:06Z

Mon-Thurs: Cortois chalet 4D3N was love! (: The last night was an unintended one (there was a mistake in the booking). Had like so much fun and all. Every single day we made the effort to cook on our own. First night was Carbonara Pasta, Second night was Bee Hoon and the last night was Bolognise Pasta! (: In this chalet we had like noodles throughout, not even rice. hahahaha! They had drinking session every night, I managed to sustain from it, knowing that I will just blurt out everything with only one question from them. An activity that was kept going was MJ! (:

Thurs Night: I was very determined not to go to play. Upon hearing that Verena was heading down to Play, I immediately changed met her there. I miss that silly girl! (: Although, she didn't managed to get to know everything but there always a next time! (: I met the clique there too! It's like a SAC night at Play. I was damn happy to see all of them there. Oh ya, Sorry that I was super high! hahahaha.

Friday: Stayed at home the whole day till about evening, Sis & I went to pick up a dog at Mum's friend's place. A mini schnuzher, Bella. Sis & I was like "Bella? What a name?!?!?!" My mum got mixed up with a spencer and a mni schnuzher which are two different thing. I swear that Ben is freaking horny, he kept humping Bella non-stop, like really. Pictures of them up soon.

I made honey lemon and brought it down to town for Z. (: Met Sam & Ethel for a while and then met up with Xiaomin, Alvin & Noel at Cine for camwhore session! (: Okay, I still pondering what to wear for later Kay's Sis wedding. Suggestions?

Somebody

2009-09-17T03:57:52Z

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see

That Somebody's Me

Kidz Amaze

2009-09-12T03:07:34Z

Thursday: Met with the Clique at City hall and headed to Jurong Safra - Kidz Amaze. It was Ang's idea, good idea! hehe. We played like catching until like we realised that we cannot run like far due to the fact that it's like during the September school holidays and all, there were too many kids (i mean kids like primary school). So we ended up smelling their socks and all. Cheryl & I went to take like pictures around as we doubt that we'll go back there again, and we thought that the photo session was much more entertaining than playing catching. Ang & Shir joined us later on till the rest had to call us thru the P.A system. HAHAHA!

Friday: Stayed at home the whole day sleeping, watching tv & facebook-ing. Freaking no life!

Swimming!

2009-09-09T12:06:34Z

Just got back from swimming with Bern & Sam like 3 hours ago? From a tanning session to swimming and bitching session. Damn funny. Hardly we get to bitch like that. Well, it was really fun.

In the morning, I overslept. I wanted to surprise Z by taking public transport down and send Z to work but knowing that I couldn't make it in time so I drove down and park at the mall and told Z that I bus-ed down. Train all the way to town and back to get the car to meet Bern & Sam. I bought like Macs to eat on the way back as I was like really really hungry. I managed to finish the whole meal before I reached home! Hehe. First hand experience. (:

Extra

2009-09-08T17:40:42Z

KinderJ & Extra, ♥ Z (:

Just got back from town. It was meant to be a surprise, hope it was one. Met up with Derek, Curly & their friend, catch up and stuff. I realised that I don't know a lot of things, Nexo outing, Cortois & Nexo chalet! Okay, I think I'm like quite occupied for the next week or two for all the outing and chalet? But I still have no freaking job! :( No Job = No $$$!

After they left, I met up with Sam, Fel, Jacob & Z for a smoke (they smoke, not me). LOL!

I'm so sorry that I said that wrong thing just now. I really didn't mean it, I wanted to just tease you but I realised that I shouldn't say that. Sorry. :(

Famous Amos!

2009-09-08T06:40:27Z

Famous Amos is ♥!
Especially the No Nut Cookies! (:

Once again we had like MJ session at my place last night, I swear that Bern cannot multi-task at all. There was quite a lot of people, Bern, Xiaomin, Sam, Sher, Terr, Alvin and Z came by for awhile. (: We ordered like pizza hut and stuff, which was gone in like 10 mins?

I just got back from Sentosa with Alvin and his friend. We went to apply for a job there. After that, TANNING ! (: Pictures will be up soon. Off to my fattening afternoon nap! (:

Jobless

2009-09-07T06:11:05Z

Okay, I'm officially jobless.

I seriously need to get a job. I want to work in a retail, best would be at town! (: Omg. Everyone is like applying for job and all the vacancies are like all taken up. :( I'm like too slow luh! Oh man. My bank is depleting like nobody business. I'm trying not to go out so that I won't spend money! My blog shop have been dead for like the longest time ever. Anyone any new ideas?

Or maybe I should take up a sewing course, hehe.

I am trying not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

Butter & Play

2009-09-04T17:37:39Z

Wed night, Sam & I went to Butter with Vic & Amanda. There were a lot of TP people there and blah blah. Sam, Vic & I got like really wasted. Sam just kept dancing and all, I just laid on the sofa till I wanted to puke. Super gone. I cabbed back with Sam around 2am and I just wipe myself and fell asleep till 3pm the next day.

Thur, I woke up and apologized to everyone as I was quite a burden like night. I disturb people and some like Juliet & Desiree had to take care of me and Sam. I'm sorry that I didn't turn up for Cortois outing also. I felt so bad. Instead, Mum was like on leave, I accompanied her to Fairprice.

After that suppose to have ice cream at serangoon gardens with Z, change of plan, we headed down to play. I was freaking under-dress! Slippers, OMG! Had to wait for Sam to cab down with a shirt and we head into play. Well, many people like mel tan, bern chen, gek & TP people were there! (:

Mahjong!

2009-08-31T17:42:32Z

I just got back from Simpang with Xiaomin, my second meal of the day. I had like 2 freaking job interviews today. The first one was like !@#$%^&*()_ waste of our (Alvin & I) precious 2 hours time at Kallang, stupid telemarketing. Immediately after the first one, we went for the second interview at Ngee Ann City. The job is so much better, except the fact that it's not at town ( unable to catch up with * :( ). We're waiting for the agent's call for the second interview! (:

After the interview, I went down to Ikea to look for the rest (Bern, Sher, Terr & Xiaomin) as I kept delaying the meeting time, sorry guys. I swear Bern & Sher can buy random stuff like plates, cups, pictures and hangers. LOL! Xiaomin was feeling itchy, we had mahjong session at my place! Lost. :(

Pictures of unglam Bern up soon in FB!

P.S.: Shut your damn freaking big mouth, you're spilling it all out.
Secrets are meant to be kept as one, not for you to prove that you know it all.
You're just creating more trouble for people and yourself.

Cheenatown

2009-08-30T09:54:19Z

I just got back home. :( super tired now. I only had like 2 hours of sleep. Sorry that I didn't manage to pick you up as I fell asleep while waiting. My sis woke me up as we're suppose to accompany my mum & granny. Today mum's the boss, i'm the driver, sis the one carrying things and granny just had to enjoy herself.

We headed to our old house area to have breakfast and to see the chinese doctor. After that we headed to Cheenatown to buy the shampoo and all and I bought a perfume! (: Parkway after that, walk around was looking at shoes and I'm thinking whether to get the wallet. Instead, we're like aunties shopping, got a new fan as the one in my room broke (the neck broke).

Super long day, from like 7.30am to 4pm!
i wish you're beside me now.

Going Deaf

2009-08-29T17:06:51Z

I have to admit that I have some hearing problems! My friends have to repeat like what they're going to say like a thousand time. It might be due to the fact that when I'm alone in the car, I swear I would blast the music (Alone = Scary) especially long journeys! LOL! Going Deaf.

My mum is like angry with me, due to the fact I'm suppose to bring her to see a chinese doctor like last week but I didn't cause my S & Z were at my place. After that I told her tha one of the weekdays after her work, I'll bring her which failed (half the time I'm not home). So later I'm so going to bring her!

Okay, I seriously neeeeeeeeeeeed a freaking job!
If anyone have any "lobang", kindly tell me pretty please!

Last Night

2009-08-28T13:03:43Z

Last night was the night that I will not forget, be it being good or bad. Most of us got wasted and super high at O Bar before heading to Play, I swear. Sam told me that I was like grabbing others to dance with me and like they couldn't dance with their own friends. OMG! Many things happen in one night.

Well, It was more than what I expected. Pretty upset.

FML!

2009-08-23T14:39:24Z

Exams are hereeeeeeeeee! To be exact, it have already started. Well, too many things happen at the same time. I can't wait for exams to be like over! I freaking can't concentrate on studying! I kept wondering around, thinking that there's going to be enough time but you know. Hmm, All the best! Anyway, FML!

She's resting.

2009-08-19T18:06:36Z

Nicole Lim Hui
10 October 1990 - 18 August 2009

Dear Nicole,
I may not be close to you but I always see you around like in school or we used to see each other at tuition centre and I know you as someone who can make a person's day with just that nice smile on your face that you carry around every single day. When I saw you today, it was hard for me to look at you, knowing that it will be the last time. You will always be remembered and dearly missed by many, including myself.

It's all too sudden,
some chose not to believe but at the end of the day,
we still have to believe and accept it.

It's hard to say goodbye.
Rest in peace.

Sentosa

2009-08-15T17:06:48Z

I got a complain to make now! I got a freaking blueblack on my CHEEK! I got elbowed on my cheek when we were playing volleyball! Oh, I went for BSC Subcom outing at Sentosa today. That's where I got my blueblack. Basically, I enjoyed myself today. I managed to play like frisbe, volleyball, basketball & captains' ball. Well, it is quite difficult to organise an outing with lets' say more than 10 people right. (Unless you have a very wide connection).

I must say I love the weather! It wasn't like damn sunny, so I wont get the tan line! (:

Shopping!

2009-08-11T16:55:21Z

I'm quite on a shopping mood these days, being spending money like free! I seriously seriously (x100000000000000000) need a job. I need to control my spending. I have no idea why I'm spending so much! Well, exams are coming, this means that more starbucks/mcafe equals to more $$$. :( JOB JOB JOB!

Monday, Caught the movie G.I.Joe at Downtown like 1am. & I headed to town with M in the evening. Finally, he got a new hava even since his broke like a month ago. (Due to the fact that NUM was having 50% off). We were like walking from wheelock to heeren and back to wheelock to look for hava sizes. I managed to get a shoe. (:

Today, I finally got back my phone from Sony Eric after like $%^&*&^%$#@ days. After all the awesome straight 3 lectures, We (YY, Bao, Curly & I) wanted to catch the movie UP, we called derek and like 5 more people joined us. The movie was damn freaking funny! GA-GA-RAH! After the movie, We had a BSC crew gathering. All the snapping of photos, chasing each other, acting retarded and eating together.

Oh yes, I spend more $$$ on online shopping!

P/S: I'm happy to see D being happy & all now.
Guess I will not be hanging around with you guys often.
(I didnt wish for that, glad that you did the right thing)